Love Life, Be Brave

Today's a beautiful day, so write about it.


I’m completely and utterly tired of being FYI, I’m not using this blog anymore.

I’m happy!

I’m slowly reaching my goal weight and I couldn’t be happier! I’ve got 15lbs to go till I meet my first goal then, 15lbs after that to meet my next goal. I haven’t felt happy like this in a long time. I can’t wait to show off in San Diego!(: Guess it’s good I bought a new dress! Life couldn’t get any better! Where I thought there was failure there is success and I’m not giving up anytime soon. 16 days to lose at least 10lbs. I’m on it!

Is that really all you do?

Seriously, 34 blog views in one day. Wow. Stalker.

When does it become acceptable..?

To settle.

To give up.

To quit.

To just drop everything you worked so hard for.

To stop doing what makes you happy.

To stop being you.

The answer?


I’m too proud to be beaten. Too driven to be stopped. Too hardheaded to just give up.

I will be everything that I need to be.


Haha, it’s funny when I read certain things and think, when did you ever NOT focus on you? Really?

Today’s a new day.

I remember the days when life was filled with long school days, daily drama and summers were full of swim practice and weekends covered with swim meets. What happen to those days? Oh yeah, we all grew up and moved on with our lives. How sometimes I wish I could go back to those summers of endless swimming, when the biggest matter of the day was if you were gunna win that weekend.

It’s been a long time now since those days. Here we are five years later and what’s changed? People? Some. Life? Yes. Life leads you in fickle directions but I’m not afraid.

And at the sight of that, life just got so much better.


So if I can land a full time job or make at least a grand a month, I’m gunna splurge on an AWESOME car. It’s a toss up between the Ford Focus, Nissan Altima, Scion tC, Honda Civic, or? I think that’s it. Just waiting on this divorce process to go through. I’ve got $2600 for school. Which, since I’ll be supporting myself, I should continue to get. Yay(: I missed school. I actually missed home. It’s amazing how you can feel when you can surround yourself by friends and family who care about you no matter what. Can’t say I thought I’d be getting divorced but does anyone? Probably not. Oh well, life moves on and I really don’t care anymore. I know I’ll find someone who’s worthy of me, who puts me first, instead of his mom. I’ve lost 10lbs so far. Another 15lbs to go for my first goal. Life is looking up in so many ways.

Seems my blog is continuing to get stalked too. Love it.